Our will. God’s will. Free will.
These things always seem to collide, don’t they?
I really like the characters in Purgatory, USA. And I love the actors. And I enjoy writing the stories. And I find watching the finished products very rewarding. And I think the Lord could use 100 of them.
But I don’t know if that’s what he wants. I can’t get my own will out of the way to figure out his.
Personally, I don’t know why the Lord would NOT want more Purgatory, USA episodes, but then again, he’s always been full of surprises. The important thing for me is that I want to keep the momentum going with Sonlight Pictures. I want to keep writing, keep shooting, keep moving. Whether that be Purgatory, USA or something else, I want to keep shooting.
Is it exhausting? Yes. Would I like to take three months off? Yes.
But I know from past experience that the momentum you gain during the production phase of a project is much harder to recreate than it is to maintain.
So… discernment. I have to pray and listen for guidance.
Most importantly, I need to listen.